"Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a loyal spirit within me. 11Do not banish me from your presence, and don’t take your Holy Spiritd from me. 12Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you." Psalm 51:10-12. NLT
Most of us can remember when we came to know Jesus. October 1980, was the day I met with Jesus; He came into my life and although I have let Him down many times, I am still walking with Him and He with me. Those first few months or so were the joyous I have ever known. All I wanted to do was read about Jesus in my new Good News Bible that my wife bought me. She too had been saved at more or less the same time so, it was great to be able to grow spiritually together.
My job at the time, took me out and about locally and many is the time I could be found in a lay-by reading my little Living testament which was so easy to read. Both of us couldn't get enough of Jesus. We played Christian tapes and records in the evening as well as reading through the bible at a fast pace. There was a Christian Book shop a few miles away and when we visited we would walk around loaded with tapes, books and bibles. Many is the time that we had picked up so much that we had to decide what we were going to buy or put back.
They were lovely times, almost like we were wrapped in cotton wool with only Jesus on our minds. Sadly, it doesn't always remain that way. We have to go to work, attend to jobs in the house and many other things. We would still read our bibles (NIV now), and listen to our music but the honeymoon was a beautiful memory. We were now fledged from the early stages of our faith and we needed to grow more and more. We joined a local church for a few years and then we moved to another area and we met a pastor who was building a church. It was right that we joined Him. I was already training with a well known Christian church and eventually I was ready to become a pastor and have a church of my own. They were great days.
Many years have gone since that day of my salvation and I often miss those wonderful one to one's with Jesus; nothing else ever mattered. We're still as close to the Lord, probably more than ever, but those first few months were glorious memories.
Probably you have memories, especially the first days of your walk with Jesus. Nobody tells you how difficult Christian life can be from time to time. Not everyone is a believer and this can cause friction with friends and even family. But there is no going back. Our determination is ahead, that crown we will be given at the end of our life. But until then, let us all - everywhere, try to cultivate those first intimate moments. He is the same Jesus, and it is us that have moved, not Him.
Copyright 2025 Grahame Howard.
If you don't know Jesus or, have fallen away, why not say this prayer right now
Lord Jesus, I have sinned. I ask you to forgive me and be my Lord and Saviour. Please come into my heart, fill me with Your Spirit and give me a brand new start today. In Jesus' Name. Amen.
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Lord Jesus, I have sinned. I ask you to forgive me and be my Lord and Saviour. Please come into my heart, fill me with Your Spirit and give me a brand new start today. In Jesus' Name. Amen.
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